GOD & PEOPLE OF GOD, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP WORRYING AS I HAVE BEEN FOR 4 YEARS NOW IT IS TAKING A TOLL ON ME I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN MY TROUBLES OF FALSE STATEMENTS OF ME WILL BE DISMISSED AS I GO TO COURT THIS NEXT FRIDAY AS I HAVE ONLY WANTED THE BEST FOR ME WIFE THAT GOT HOOKED ON PAIN PILLS WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY AS I BEEN WAITING FOR COURT I NOW TAKE A PAIN PILL DAILY YES I HAVE PAIN BUT THE OLD SAYING CAN'T BEST THEM JOIN THEM. I DID NOT DO THAT GOING ON 3 YRS. AND 5 TOTAL YEARS OF GETTING OFF THEM MY DEAR SHEILA WILL NOT STOP AND WE HAVE GROWN APART I AM SORRY LORD I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT THIS SITUATION ANY LONGER I TOLD THE TRUTH ABOUT MY PART OF THIS AND I ONLY WANT TO CLEAR MY NAME UP AS I BEEN A MODEL CITIZEN FOR WELL OVER A DECADE NOW AND FOREVER, I JUST STARTED TO GO BACK TO CHURCH I MUST STOP LIVING LIKE THIS OR I AM DOOMED FOR DEATH OR WORSE A STROKE AND OR HEART ATTACK, I HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE OVER THIS SITUATION I NEVER GET THIS OUT OF MY HEAD AS I TRIED TO SAY A LIFE WHEN SHE LEFT A SUICIDE LETTER 2 DAYS BEFORE I SAW HER WITH A HAND GUN IN THE ROOM MESSED UP ON PILLS AND ALCOHOL. I ONLY THOUGHT OF HER SAFETY THAT IS ALL I CALLED 911 WHEN THE GUN ACIDENTLY WENT OFF NO ONE GOT HURT I TOLD THEM HOW AND WHY THIS HAPPENED TOP ME BUT HER STORY THEY BELIEVED BECAUSE I HAVE A RECORD SHE IS AN EVIL PERSON TO ME SHE TRIED TO TAKE MY HOME FROM ME PUT ME BEHIND BARS TILL I BAILED OUT IN 3 DAYS TO GO BACK AGAIN BC THEY DID NOT SEND A COURT DATE TO ME OR MY LAWYER IT IS LIKE A BLACK CLOUD WAS FOLLOWING ME AROUND LIKE A SPELL WAS ON ME FOR 7 DAYS, THIS WAS IN 2013 OF AUGEST TO THIS DATE I HAVE FOUND VERY LITTLE PEACE AND WHEN I DO GET THAT MOMENT OF PEACE IT GOES FASTER THEN IT CAME I WORRY A LOT THAT IS ME. GOD I ASK IN JESUS NAME TO REMOVE THIS FEAR FROM ME . THE ONLY THING I FEAR IS THE FEAR A JUDGE WILL HAVE OVER ME WHEN I AM INNOCENT OF ALL OF THIS PLEASE LORD HELP ME PLEASE PEOPLE OF GOD PRAY FOR MY STRESS TO LEAVE ALSO AS I SHOULD BE ASKING PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT MY LIVER GETS BETTER AS I AM ON TREATMENT FOR THIS SITUATION ON THIS MATTER FOR 6 MORE WEEKS PLEASE GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO GO FORWARD WITH MY LIFE AWAY FROM SHEILA AND FREE OF LIVER PROBLEMS. AMEN. I LOVE YOU GOD I LOVE YOU JESUS THE ONLY SON OF GOD THE KING OF KINGS I PRAY.

Please GOD touch me as you have in past !!1. Only i know that you have done this to me more then once i am blessed to even experience the feeling of you coming through my body as i cried out to you I LOVE YOU JESUS that is how overwhelmed i was with happiness in me. No one that has never had this happen to them have no clue hoe this works it is unexplainable to everyone that has not had the blessing you gave me 3 times in my life 3 times i felt the presence of you GOD do i thank you. however now i am in a situation i have never been in my life is being taken away from me i can not focus at all. i wanted to go to church yesterday but depression kept me at home i did not go no where at all. I need you GOD to bring back the hapiness i had just helping people that you place in my life. I know it is you and you know i tell the truth as i ask for prayers today. I need you JESUS to come into me take away this depression that would not be there if a certain someone had not tried to put me in jail to be happy and try to take my home from me this person i know you will deal with in time. I just don't underrstand that now i am so weak from treying to stand tall and not let her negatitity get into me but it has lord. I need you to help me please god if not my life will be over i have no use on this planet without you in it i would rather die knowing i have you GOD in my heart then to continue to feel like this. i am at a breaking point in my life i am dealing with something that has no reason to be this far on my life when it happened in 2013 i tried lord tro get rid of this that is and has been dragging me down to the pits of hell in her loneliness and no faith i am fighting this off but i am on meds that will safe my life because of my liver the stress of this a lone is very powerful on my mind that i want to quit. Please remove this from me in the name of JESUS i command you to get out of my body and move on this one is protected by the lord GOD himself. amen

I ask for prayers from all for the darkness i have been in since 2013 please pray for me to be wise and move on with my life as i ask GOD to part me away from this situation that i am in only because i care about life and had to make a choice rather then live with one i did not make. Amen.........