I wish to be more like you jesus, I wish this with all my heart. To look at the world with a burning passion. I wish and ask you in your name to be a special vessel for you. To show people that the impossible can happen, through you. That what my heart desires happens. Set in stone for my path to follow. I ask you wash away my misery and suffering, but yet a smile crosses my face through my tears. Because i know you art with me. that i have faith when i cry my deepest cry that is happening now. that you heal me quickly. Do not let the fool who did this to me get away with such a thing. For he betrayed my trust, and took advantage of my mind, but i have told you! if we are meant to be so be it. if not then so be it. do not let me suffer for long. Make me stronger and stronger each day. I want to live my dream and be able to support myself. You are the miracle in my life. and when the right person comes along the soul mate. tell me. let me know. sometimes i dont even know what to pray, when these times come, search my heart. you see my pain now. it is temporary. for in the night you may weep but in the day you will be of joy. Please jesus help my mother get closer to you. Protect my dad while he is on vacation. I want my parents to see me live my dream! and cry wwith joy when it happens. I want them to see me do it JESUS! its been too long! im pouring my heart out so much to you that. i am crying my eyes out. Take this pain and make it gold! soften my heart! do not let me be bitter! and parched. I pray for crystal, i pray for melissa, i pray for sylvia and dan, i pray for the one who has hurt me. it is ok that this day ended badly. but you were there to catch me! to show me! to wake me up! I ask all this in your namen amen. before it happens, after it happens, and when it happens. amen amen.

I AM IN DESPERATE NEED HERE... PLEASE LORD. RESTORE PEACE, TRUST, RESPECT AND LOVE IN ME AND MY BOYFRIENDS RELATIONSHIP. at the moment we are far apart. he is in another state. I asked jesus to open my heart again to love. to not be so hardened. and all of a sudden tonight, my heart has opened. like a golden gate to heaven. i realize i can not fight my feelings, that i am falling in love with him again, but my trust for him is broken. he loves me so much, he loves me more than himself. I ask in your name jesus that our relationship grows. blossoms. that me and him find our dream jobs. and have our true love together also. I have left him 3 times! and he has come back! never in my life has a man done this for me. I also ask in your name that he is given the gift of the holy spirit! tommmorrow, the next day! the day after that! and the day after this! that you go to him! that you go to his heart! and his soul! and tell him! it is from me from god. that he is LOVED uncondinionally by jesus. when he awakes tommorrow i ask in your name, that he crys with joy. that there is so much love in him. he is bursting! i ask tommorrow all people i know. awake with light! the purest of light! I ask melissa wakes up with this, i ask sylvia and dan wake up with this. i ask my parents. i ask that my dad!! my faher! wakes up with pure unannounced joy! I ASK THIS IN YOUR NAME AMEN. I ask you keep my heart safe! i ask that my love is not bothered by anyone in his home that treats him badly. I ask that a trillion angels go to all my friends homes, my boyfriends home. his mother, his sister. my home! my mothers soul! I ask you jesus to give me a job that makes me FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS CAREER/JOB over and over and over again. until the day that i see you and you embrace me in your arms. I ask you jesus to displine me!!!!!!!!!!!! to play piano! to inspire others. i ask all this in your name amen. "for he says, whatsoever you shall ask in my name it will be given" search all these hearts. and just GIVE GIVE the love we all need! the peace! the pure bliss! I also ask.. whoever is reading this! is touched inside, be put at peace. that their problems go to jesus. I ask that my boyfriend starts a bigger relationship with you jesus! because i need a man who loves you just as much!. I ask that when we see eachother. time stops! and we cry. of joy! and that when we see eachother! i am safe! he is safe! that no one will get mad at me for going to see him! I ask all these things in your name! amen! I THANKYOU BEFORE THIS HAPPENS. AFTER THIS HAPPENS. AND PRAISE YOUR NAME WHEN IT HAPPENS. The suffering is NOW over! AMEN. bless anyone who has read this. AMEN!

Jesus help me. I accept my suffering, and i know it is for a reason. protect my heart, it is my biggest possesion. this man has been in love with me for 7 months, i have left him 3 times. and he comes back. give me peace lord! if i shall have no peace! GIVE ME PEACE IN THIS STORM NOW! GIVE ME JOY WITHIN MY SUFFERING! JOY! GIVE MY MOTHER JOY! GIVE ME A JOB THAT. FILLS UP MY CUP LIKE YOU DO. SO I DO not have to work a day in my life. I trust you with my whole being jesus christ. my heart. my soul! I surrender my worries, i surrender. like a rocket sky rocket me and my families success to pluto. OH lord you have seen my tears, tear of joy. For i surrender now and trust in thee. I ask you give me a career playing piano. because for 26 years. the answer has been right in front of me... this whole time. Jesus I ASK THIS IN YOUR NAME AMEN. i thank you for all that is to come, all that will be, and when it happens i rejoice. for i will rejoice now. Give this man i am talking to, the gift of the sprit now. show him.... his errors.. if we are meant to be together. make it happen. I also pray for my two great friends sylvia and dan. that there marriage is amazing. Give peace to ALL WHO ARE SUFFERING NOW! AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ASK THIS IN YOUR NAME AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!