i'm 63 i lost my job-they're going to repo my car-i have a granddaughter that has to be driven to school and picked up each day-i'm about to lose the phone which i need to get a job-if i did'nt beleive in God-i would totally commit suicide-i'm desperate-i've been praying and nothing is working-i don't know what to do

i'm 61 and was suddenly wrongly terminated from my job- plus for the 1st time in 20 years had to finance a car- i'm totally devistated ive been applying the last 2 weeks and nothing-my bank account just went severly over drawn with bill pay- i pray each night- i have no money and can't see any light- i'm tatally in a state of shock please help me i'm very kind give to homeless and only give to others- never myself- i so beleive in GOD - i don't understand what to do now-please pray for me