i'm 61 and was suddenly wrongly terminated from my job- plus for the 1st time in 20 years had to finance a car- i'm totally devistated ive been applying the last 2 weeks and nothing-my bank account just went severly over drawn with bill pay- i pray each night- i have no money and can't see any light- i'm tatally in a state of shock please help me i'm very kind give to homeless and only give to others- never myself- i so beleive in GOD - i don't understand what to do now-please pray for me