Prayer Request
Thankyou to everyone who prays for me. I truely appreciate it. I probably wouldn't still be here today if you didn't. Please pray God would clear my mind and open my heart. I don't know what I need or how to ask for it. I just need this pain to end. I'm afraid if I get sober while I already have chronic preexisting depression that it will swallow me up completely. I know I won't make it out of it alive and I'm dreading facing something I will inevitably have to. I've tried to run from this pain. I've tried to sit with it. It never leaves and I'm afraid it will be so intense it will literally kill me or mentally destroy me or at least my sanity. I feel so lost and terrified. I feel like I'm heading to slaughter with no stopping it. Please pray God will make this disappear. Please pray God would have mercy on me and not let me be destroyed or take my life if it gets too bad.
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I personally know where your at. The drinking and pain pills are a heavy depressent that keeps you down day and night. I suggest you go to a support group such a AA or get personal concealing if you can. God is always there with his arm around you. Always remember that. When I was in your position I used AA group which is free. And a personal concealing person who helped me a lot and when I felt lost I talked to God. I will have you in my prayers always. Remember you are stronger than you think. You can kick you're addiction. All things are possible though God. ❤
Lord please have mercy and restore your daughter 🙏🏾
Flossy the pain you have suffered and are still suffering needs to end but not through death. You are young and strong and can get sober. I believe you CAN do this. I know it will be hard and seem impossible but you can do whatever you set your mind to do. You’re afraid of the depression that comes with getting sober and I can understand that but you’re so brave Flossy- you’ve come this far and you’re still here with us- you can get sober and rid yourself of this depression. A new life in this amazing world God made for us all awaits you. Praying for you - I pray that you start to value yourself and your life and take steps to free yourself from addiction. My prayers are always with you.💕
Just take one step at a time...I know you're fear , I live with it everyday. Just remember you are never so down nor can you hide from this God will send his angels to help you up.
God Bless and I will send prayers for you .
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