Rev John I miss your messages. I am grateful they were vital to my growth and very appreciated. I guess a time comes when the training wheels come off and I walk stronger with the lord. I have been praying for someone, a guide a leader like elijah was to elisha. But until that day comes. I suppose the lord wants me to learn to listen to him better. Thats my understanding but I truly am clueless to what truly goes on behind the scenes. Clueless but ever so curious. Anyway thanks rev and all of you guys for praying for me. God is good he is faithful. Jesus is my rock. Love you all.