I am having a bad day feeling doubtful and disconnected. Not whole and discontented. My hope is diminished and my faith is not at the peak. Things I thought were happening, aren't as I thought. I suppose this is the dark night of the soul. I prayed and God said, its all coming. The light, the favor, the increase, its on the way. He says the only thing holding me back is my own imagination. The places I won't let my imagination go. He says I am not thinking big enough and thats what is limiting me. In my quiet time he says its more than I can imagination what he has released to me. How do imagine MORE than I can imagine. I fear believing this message. Lord give me some confirmation when you speak to me please. Please give me confirmation that I can belive these thoughts. I am troubled and torn. I need your guidance Father. I want to know beyond a reasonable doubt. Thank you LORD.