My heart is breaking right now...I feel I must have a selfish heart as I am unable to see my youngest daughter's new baby until after everyone else. I feel like a special occasion was taken from me. Something that can never be replaced.please pray for me to forgive the hospital for taking this from me. I'm embarrassed for feeling this way and yet I still feel like I've been kicked right in my stomach, and my heart hurts. Please pray for God''s grace to fill me and His Holy Spirit to wash over me. I would never ask for specific things or items as I truly believe that moments such as these are God's blessings to us and I feel as if it was stolen from me. Thank you for allowing me to vent and for any prayers. I'm am trying to lean on the scripture "Proverbs 3:5-6.