bless all who are lost Lord, myself included. But if others are in need of them more than myself then give into them. I am grateful for the blessing you have shown me so I don't feel so lost. I will pray I can guide myself in the dark. with you in my heart I can sense the way.

I need guidance Lord. Please I feel like a lost child scared to move in any direction.. I don't feel worthy of life. & you know why I feel cursed and you know who I name as the one who cursed me. Help me to finally grow and be a useful productive part of this world I allow myself to waist away in while on drugs or sleeping.. I want to know life can be better even after 39 years of being lost. I pray for the guidance that you may steer my or nudge me in the direction that leads me to having you in my everyday actions so I can have the courage to help others in some way. please lord take me by the hand and guide me. Im tired & damaged and want to feel like I deserve to feel better.