SENSE THE DEATH OF MY SON THERE HAS BEEN NO RELATIONSHIP WITH MY GRANDCHILDREN AND MY DAUGHTER IN LAW..UNKIND WORDS WERE EXCHANGED BETWEEN HER AND MYSELF AND IVE ASKED FOR FORGIVENESS SO THAT I COULD STAY CLOSE WITH THE KIDS . SO FAR ITS DONE NO GOOD.FATHER GOD I CANT HELP HOW I FEEL ABOUT HER..LORD PLEASE SOFTEN MY HEART AS WELL AS HERS..I LOVE THOSE KIDS AND THEY SHOLD NOT HAVE TO PAY BECAUSE OF OUR HATE FOR EACH OTHER..PLEASE GOD I CANT STAND THIS PAIN OF HATE..HELP ME LORD TO FORGIVE