I understand how you feel and what you are going thru because I felt like you many times. Thank GOD, I found my best friend, JESUS and HE lifts me up when I talk and pray. As long we accept Him, there is no need for a man's love because the Love from GOD is enough, you reciprocate that love for Him once you accept Him. GOD will present to you the right man for you at His time. Pray and ask Him.
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Francis, you can ask a Pastor or an elder from your Church to pray over you and rebuke Satan from your life, you cannot allow him, GOD is Greater with love for you.