just remember God is there to every single struggle you have he sent his son Jesus to be with you so any struggles you're trying to overcome Jesus is right there with you making your will possible you have to give up on the past and remember there's a future

you're so very welcome and I hope that you are feeling better and all those demons left your mind I hope times are getting better for you and that your family it's more caring and loving to you but just remember you only have one father and his name is God you have one brother it would never forsake you and his name is Jesus Christ don't forget that he shed his blood his tears and his soul for you

I know exactly how you feel I used to be in your shoes I'm not saying that I don't think about killing myself still but ever since God put my boyfriend into my life I feel so much better I was in a situation where my mother and brother used to beat on me all the time but God put my boyfriend into my life and gave me my baby and I love my family so much now yes I still think about killing myself from time to time but I have to look at my baby's face and my boyfriend's face and realize how much there worth to me and how they woould feel if I was gone so just remember how much you would hurt your family if you would leave them questions they would ask themselves of why so just Reach Out and talk to your family and realize that they would miss you and would not know why God bless you and please think about it and yes it like I said it seems like God isn't answering your prayers but God takes time there is billions and billions of people in the world not saying that you're not important to him but he has to answer everybody's prayers and I'm not saying that you prayers are not important to him your prayers are very important God will get to you and take care of you just got to wait I know it's taking a long time but please just wait and he will answe you in do time just keep you faith in him ands his son Jesus

no the only person that would ever want you to take your own life is the devil don't let the devil bring you down and you might not think that God is answering your prayers but just look around and watch out for the little things in life God is showing you stuff everyday but are you really paying attention to what he's showing you so open your heart more not your eyes look with faith not with your vision and then listen it will God is trying to tell you we are all precious to God and yes I don't even know you or your situation but I hope things get better for you God bless you in Jesus name amen