My divorce was 6.14.21. I didn't want it although I knew it was the best thing for me. I am suffering with ptsd and trauma bonding. Its so hard to be in love with someone so neglectful that changes from you being the love of his life to walking out no contact or anything. I know I'm just not right and I need prayers and help.

I'm still trying to get him back...and he's so cold and bitter. Living in the world listening to the wicked. Please help me severe the ties.

My divorce happened a month ago...my grief is so much.
Its good to be out of the abuse my wholeness feels the freedom. And yet I miss him being here for dinner...sleeping here at night. He stayed around until one day last week I asked if we might work it out. He grabbed his stuff and left....blocked me from any kind of contact ...no body knows how unexpectedly and abruptly this happened so my heart hurts...and yet I miss him??? Why how can I love him still so much?

Get me thru the grief of my divorce

Restoration...a lot of my relationships I do not want to be restored...restored to me is where we left off. I want all those past things to be forgiven...I want to move forward in to newness and wholeness....not filled in and covered up...bandaged wounds I want healed delivered made new!!
Amen!