I haven't been on here in a while, but, I just don't know where else to turn to at times. There's this guy, whos been my best friend for what feels like forever now, we both love each other but distance is a pain. And I don't care how, I just want to be with him in person. To actually be able to hold his hand or hug him.

Please pray for me.
It's 5 AM at night for me, I can't sleep because my chest hurts. It feels hot, and I've never had problems like this before.