Am I so unworthy? I feel so abandoned this period of time. Lost and Gone.

Am I so unworthy? I feel so abandoned

Dear Lord, Thanks for everything you did to me in the past, please forgive my sin my mistake my childish. Lord what I now need to pass my legal practice exam, have my job and do what i need to do. I pray that lord give me strength, guide me through this storm lead me the way i heading. I pray that my feelings my wound in my heart are healed, I know i miss her, i love her yet we both gone separate ways, if Lord grant us to reconcile i will be thankful, but if not please bless us so that we away are happy always. Amen.

If this can be heard by God, first of all I pray for forgiveness, please forgive the sin and my wrong. Its really hurts when you go through with someone for around 5 years sharing ideas, thought, hapiness and you know she is my soul yet she decided to move from my life and move on. Well, her last word of "i expected more as a husband" deep down made me lost hope faith miracle in life. Anger and pain spread out through my healing process, I pray for God forgivness that I am only small human. Lastly, I hope God can give me strength, hoping God to restore some hope and miracle in my life. Last but not lease, I pray to God please help me and friend which going to taking exam with me next week go through this exam and pass the certificate of legal practice together.

I'm Lost..Lord, seriously I feel so lost after i broke up with my girlfriend, I don't know where to go, my heart left empty and lost..I feel not beloved by someone i loved and together care her for years..I really Pray God for guidance, give me way to walk out and find my true path of life..