If this can be heard by God, first of all I pray for forgiveness, please forgive the sin and my wrong. Its really hurts when you go through with someone for around 5 years sharing ideas, thought, hapiness and you know she is my soul yet she decided to move from my life and move on. Well, her last word of "i expected more as a husband" deep down made me lost hope faith miracle in life. Anger and pain spread out through my healing process, I pray for God forgivness that I am only small human. Lastly, I hope God can give me strength, hoping God to restore some hope and miracle in my life. Last but not lease, I pray to God please help me and friend which going to taking exam with me next week go through this exam and pass the certificate of legal practice together.