I have recently moved from my hometown to a different location and since being here, which has been over a month, I have yet to land a good job. I pray that employment will find my way soon, and in a job that I have a degree in and am passionate about. I just feel that this has taken more time than it should and money is running low.

I am praying for the strength to get over my ex, we ended things about 7 months ago but recently he has come back into my life as a friend, and I am having difficulties in being his friend because I still love him so much. I haven't stopped thinking about him since we ended things. I told him how I felt and I basically got shut down, which I am not used to being rejected so this is a painful feeling. I know everything happens for a reason, I just pray for the strength to figure out why this isn't meant to be.

I recently lost a huge chunk of close friends and a boyfriend due to a poor decision I made in the past. I pray for the strength to move on with my life in a positive way even if I do feel alone the majority of the time. I hope that this lonely streak will soon pass as I grow stronger and that I will make better friends in the future who won't be so judgmental and critical of me. I need strength to move on..

I am taking my drivers test for the 5th time on Tues, havent told anybody except for my dad about it because I don't want to be disappointed if I fail again.. It's not that I'm not a good driver I have taken lessons twice, but because my anxiety is so extreme I can't seem to pass. I REALLY want to get it this time, I need it for my job, and just in general. If only I could get over my anxiety, I would be okay. Just need some hope.. :)