It says in psalms that God sets the lonely in family. I pray that you find a Spirit filled family who will love you to life and heal your soul and treat you and your baby with acceptance and celebration. I pray you will be courageous and grow in him even if it means leaving your family “behind.”
I pray you and your family will have a full on revelation or CHRIST Jesus CRUCIFIED, resurrected, and IN YOU a the hope of glory Colossians 2-3