Lord,I don't mean to sound like a beggar,but your the only one to help.....oh how you saved me from the gates of hell,and have opened my eyes,yet I still live??I'm not sure who i am,what i am to do ,who i am to become,I never thought as a young girl my LIFE would be so hard,and yes I made it ,yes I lay in it!!-I am nothing without you ,I give LOVE ,but where is it??-I give forgiveness but where is it??.....oh how I long to be with you!!!!-I so don't want to be here!!-but I know my JOB isn't done yet....I know I still have a daughter to raise,BUT how I long for home....my home is not here,its with you!!-my life..........if I only had a DO- OVER.......I'm just dreaming again.....my family,who are those people????? I really don't know who they are,who is this hatred,and envy,and the strife,that's before me,I'm not like them....the evil mouth people,the ones that speak DEATH upon your life,those are my family?????????......who is my flesh ,who is my blood?.well I choose you LORD..not them,I choose you!!!!