Please just help redirect me, i am unsure of what to do in my life right now and i have two beautiful little boys that are the only thing i have and i really want to raise them as they deserve, please help me be the best mother nd person i can be, please give me the strength to support them and give them the life they deserve..........I have three deadly illnesses and i am only twenty-six and unable to work nd i can't even provide our own beautiful house that they can call theirs...........but with God i know with him holding my hand i CAN do this...............I went down a bad path for a year, a very bad path and overcome it but still far from where i need to be and no such thing as perfect but i have completely turned and still working on my improvement...............Please pray for strength to not give up and keep fighting no matter how hard it gets or it just sometimes i just cry and cry because i want my boys to have a home and family and we do we live with my mom and dad and have what we need but i want to accomplish things in life for them to do the things other families are able to have and do because they deserve that more then you can imagine, they are amazing wonderful happy kids but that's because they are amazing........................I was beat up by my fiance two days go pretty badly and my son saved my life and he should not have to live like that, i never thought he would ever do that now we have no home but i know he loves us or am i just stupid, we love him and i just need prayers please?? Please.