I'm going through depression really bad and having a hard time dealing with it .My life is falling a apart around me
and my heart hurts so much with pain that I don't think it's there anymore .I pray every morning and every night for God to
help me find a better job to support my self and not to depend on help from others .And to feel what real love feel's like
with the right man and not so much hate and pain in my heart .It can't take much more of this after being married for 20 years
and single on and off for 4 years with a bad marriage and bad relalationships that end up hurting me more then every
and now I'm to the point where I just don't to wake up any more and I know that's not a good feeling to have and my family
would be the one to suffer .Please say a pray to Help me get through this and thank you and God bless everyone .