I am praying for you. Your life is precious to the Lord, to all of us, and to me. I will pray that the devil will release you from those thoughts that are imprisoning you so that you can find the beauty in the world that exists in spite of anything else happening. Go to the water, a river, a lake, the ocean or even a small pond. The water represents cleansing of your soul and renewal - pray near it and find the beauty there. I wish you all the best. In addition PLEASE contact the National Suicide prevention hotline. They care, just as I do. 1-800-273-8255 or https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ Prayers for you and much love. <3

Blessings to you. I am praying for you.

Praying for you. Grief is so hard, but is a testament to the depth of your love. He was a lucky man to be loved so deeply. I pray for peace for you. <3 Hugs.