I so seldom share to others my problems...'til I can handle it. However, right now I just feel like sharing it to you guys...for my family.
I am currently working here in KSA, my 4th year here in quest for better career opportunities (much, much better than the Phils). Though I go for a month vacation every year, missing my family's killing me day by day. I 1st left when my little girl (our eldest) was just 4 months. Just early this year, I left again with our 2nd baby (an adorable little baby boy) on his 2nd month only. I know I AM MISSING A LOT, esp. on the most critical & wonderful days of their childhood.
KSA is not a place for families & children. It's a place for "Working Individuals" only.
And so I humbly ask for a minute from you to pray for me that our Lord God give me a good opportunity may it be on our homeland or abroad, where we can be together & have a competitive job as well. I just know everything will be lighter if we're together. =(

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!
& May GOD BLESS YOU A HUNDREDFOLD!

Dear Lord, I'm again in the crossroads, needing to make huge decisions which could affect my family's immediate fate so much. I'm happy to be one they can depend on, & I don't want to let them down. However, circumstances are not siding for my personality & career growth. I guess what I'm asking & praying is that you BLESS my decisions to make it work for me & my family. Especially that we're about to have our second baby come January. I'm worried, I'm afraid. And it's only You I can depend on right now. I know You will guide me, & bless me, as You always have done. And I can't thank You enough for that, Lord.