Life crashed/burned fall 2008. STILL hasn't bounced back. None of my prayers have been answered in nearly a decade. I have no money, no job, no career, never-married (despite desperately wanting to be so), no children (despite desperately wanting to be a mommy), no friends. very alone. hungry. cold (bad heat in run-down apartment in Chicago). I've failed at every path I've tried... trusting G*d ripped everything away from me in 2008 in order to make way for better things. But nothing good has happened since 2006. I don't see any reason to be here still - using valuable space/energy. I've begged G*d repeatedly for help, and repeatedly explain if there are signs being sent, I can't see them... I'm hoping if someone else prays, maybe help will come? Thank you for reading this... xoxo
I'm here to ask for help praying to G*d to help me find hope. I have none. I am defeated. Broken. I have been looking for help for over a year since being forced to lose my home in CA and move in with family in Chicago. I cannot find a therapist who will see me for less than $50/week. I cannot afford more than $10/week. I don't feel like living. G*d has neither responded to my prayers with help nor death. I just feel like a waste of space. Please help. My unemployment runs out in 3 months and I have no confidence when faced with potential employers. When I am lucky to book a couple days of work here/there, I screw it up. Clearly I am not functioning. I need help. Please pray for me. I need help.
please pray I can repair the broken bond between Matt + I...I deeply regret my mistakes and the times Ive hurt him. I pray he can see his part, forgive mine, and open his heart again to me.
Please pray for me to enlighten my mind and help me choose the right decisions
please pray CA unemployment sent me checks vs. a letter or form... Rent was due yesterday. Ive been living on whatever free food I can find for the past 2 weeks trying to save what little money I have left in my account, but Im still several hundred short of what I need for rent. I should get 3 checks from CA unemployment today or tomorrow, but Im scared they'll come up with another reason to not mail this money to me. Yesterday I got a letter claiming they need to hold 1 week of pay. gh.
Im so scared...Please help!
please pray CA unemployment sent me checks vs. a letter or form... Rent is due today. Ive been living on whatever free food I can find for the past 2 weeks trying to save what little money I have left in my account, but Im still several hundred short of what I need for rent. I should get 4 checks from CA unemployment today or tomorrow, but Im scared they'll come up with another reason to not mail this money to me. Im so scared...Please help!
please pray I can clear up my troubles with CA unemployment. They erroneously closed my claim 6 weeks ago -- I've been trying to get answers all this time- They finally answered today with the news of the closure. I'll have to fight with them on Monday-- if I can get someone to answer the phone. I'll be evicted this March if I can't clear up this mess with CA. This is my 4th fight with the state of CA in 18months. The first one took 8months to win and resulted in me losing my home. I'm so tired of fighting and so scared... Feeling VERY abandoned by G*d these days
please pray my sister agrees to be a co-signer on an apartment rental and my move there goes smoothly. Please pray I continue to work from home at least part-time so I can be home with my dog & 2 cats in this transition yet have enough money to pay for this apartment and food. I need a miracle right now. I've been through 18months of crisis, loss, isolation, abuse-- this apartment is my only hope of getting away from the abuse and having a chance to be alive again.
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