I need prayers so badly. I'm physically making myself sick over a situation where I was taken by a contractor for a lot of money. He did not finish the job and in fact made the situation and it is going to cost me thousands more to fix everything. I had open heart surgery 4-27-22 and have complications due to that surgery and I'm afraid that all of the stress and worry I'm having is going to cause a heart attack. I have physically been throwing up due to all of the stress. I don't have family and no help here. I don't know what to do.

I don't know how much longer I can keep getting let down. I have been waiting for God to send me a husband, a good Christian man. I'm beyond tired of waiting. My longing for a husband is so overwhelming I am having problems dealing with it and being able to not cry and be depressed. I've had a few dates, but most just wanted sex ( did not get it) and the last one that I thought was such a great guy just told me he is not over his ex wife. I'm hurt again. Aren't there any men that seriously want a good wife? I was married to an abusive, cheating, lying, drunk and he has found happiness and a wife, been married 5 yrs now. Why am I not able to have that husband that I so desire in my life also??? I know that God is my husband, but he can not provide the "human" desires and feelings that two people enjoy. I don't need someone in my life, I have a job and some friends, but I Want a husband. Please pray that God brings a good Christian loving man into my life that will be my husband. I ache daily in my heart with longing.

I can just say that I need prayers right now. God will know what for. Thanks