Feeling VERY lost, abandoned and broken. Missing my very good friend of 13 yrs who proposed to me early this year and suddenly broke off in July. He's been ignoring me totally but I know he misses me too. This has affected me so badly that I ended up having anxiety attacks and was admitted for treatment. I keep telling myself he will contact me by my birthday on Friday...but losing faith and feeling very heartbroken. Amidst of all the challenges I have been going thru this issue is draining my emotionally, physically and mentally. I hope he's doing well and hope to continue our friendship or at least get a peaceful closure.