I struggle. I know we all struggle in our daily walk, but I struggle..alot. I've been rejected. Jobs, loves, family...Family hurts the most. I feel so all alone except for I know I can do anything through Christ that strengthens me. I know that I've been tried. I know that Jesus gives trials and tribulations to all of us, and I'm starting to feel blessed. Blessed beyond measure. I ask for prayers to help me to understand. I've been rejected my entire life...I've never met my father, my mother and I don't have a functional relationship, and I've spent my entire life trying to figure out what's wrong with me...The only thing brings me peace is prayer. Please pray for me. For my professional life, for my personal life...Through everything that I feel that I've failed at, God has put a woman in my life who loves me for me...Who loves me unconditionally, and who believes that I can be the man God made me to be. I just need prayers. Lots of prayers. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope and I've found that people who know the word of God and the power of prayer are always the best people to have on your side. Jesus, if it be your will, please bless me in the blessings that I stand in need of...Not out of spite, not for any personal "I want to rub their nose in it" reason, but to help me be the MAN that You made me. I ask these blessings and many more in your holy name, Amen.

Lord, I ask for your blessings both personally and professionally. I struggle daily with living like a Christian should, but you know my heart and you know that my intentions are to do nothing more than to use my platform to glorify your precious and most Holy Name. Grant me the clarity to make decisions that will allow me to further my career path. Also, please bless my family in the blessings that they stand in need of. Help them to clear their strife and evil that is working their lives. Please allow peace and tranquility to reside in all of our hearts so that we can can be a true loving family that lives to do nothing more than to uplift and glorify your name. I ask all of these blessings, if it be Your will, in Your precious name, Amen.