Hi Pa, I miss You. I miss You though we just talked awhile back. You are my Heavenly Father and the source of my life and my everything. I praise You with all my heart, mind and soul. Oh my GOD, I LOVE YOU and my soul is thirsty for You. I am deeply sorry for my shortcomings. I'm sorry for taking for granted the chances You've given me. I just feel tired Pa. But I thank You for the lessons for today. Thank You for the gift of sharing and conversation. Thank You for everything. Pa, I've been asking You for the job and work pass before Christmas. You know that I still do. I'm waiting for that gift Pa. I trust You. Holy Spirit, thanks for enlightening my mind. Please lead me to the right path. Give me the wisdom to be mature enough to handle life but kid enough not to lose my Spirit. I LOVE YOU. Jesus, please rescue and save me. You are my light. In You alone are my hope. For You I live. May the glory be lifted to Your name. This I ask in the mighty name of Jesus through the powerful intercession of Mother of Perpetual Help, all the angels and saints esp. St. Jude Thaddeus. Amen.

Pa, I glorify You above all things. Everything good emanates from You. Because I have Your overflowing love, I am blessed. Let Your love be enough for me. Pa, I'm sorry for the wrong things I've done. I'm sorry for not taking care of the life You've given me. I'm sorry for the wrong decisions I've made. You've given me so many opportunities but I've taken them for granted. I'm truly sorry. I'm sorry for always failing You. I'm sorry for being like this that I'm so sick tired of myself. Forgive me Pa as I forgive myself and those people who have hurt me. Thank You for everything. Thank You for always being there for me. Pa, Your child is tired of living now. I'm sorry. :'( It's been almost a year. But I'm stuck here. I can't just get up and move on. I've been trying to start a new life that's why I'm here in Singapore. But things are not going the way I want it. It's so hard to find a job with work pass. Yes, I have the work pass but I don't have a job. Everyday seems like a dead day. And I hate it. Coz I want to start a new life but it feels like it. Pa, is it asking for too much? To have a job with a work pass here? Don't You want me to be here? Then why You've given me that work pass without a job? I can't understand Pa. But still I trust in You. I have these questions but my faith won't wither. It will always be my source of living. Pa, please let me start a new life. I want to start a new life here in Singapore. Please let me find a job with work pass before Christmas. Can I ask for that as a Christmas gift? This is not just for me but also for my family. My heart cries because I can't help my parents especially my mom. I promised You that I would help her. But how can I? I don't even have a job. I know she is also asking You to help me find a job. I love her so much that my heart cries because I can't even return all her kindness and love for me. I was a bad daughter to her. Just let me repay her love and kindness Pa. Please help me to make her happy. Let me work for her. I can't also help my sister and father. :'( Remember my covenant with You? I want to fulfill it. Please Pa, let me just fulfill it. Let me help my family, relatives and other people. Use me as Your instrument oh God. I want to help. I want to love. I want to spread Your love. This time I promise that I will fulfill it. I don't have much time left. I only asked You 5-10 years. I now only have 7-8 years. Let me fulfill it Pa. Please help me to find a job and have my real work pass before Christmas. Someone told me that it won't be before January 15. But I know with You, nothing is impossible. I'm afraid again that time is running out for me. My pass is only valid til next month January 8. Pa, have mercy on me. May I work for You and bring back to You all the glory. Holy Spirit, please help me with my situation right now. I really do need Your miracle. Please perform some miracles to my life now. Please guide me to the right path. Jesus, please take away this burden that I have. I lift them up to You. Embrace me Jesus, I need You. Save and rescue me from darkness and despair. Jesus, please help me to find a job and get a work pass. Please help me to start a new life again. Open my eyes so that I may see Your signs. This I ask in the mighty name of Jesus thru the powerful intercession of Mother of Perpetual Help. Amen. St. Jude, please pray for us. Amen.

Our Father in Heaven, I glorify Your name above all things. Thank You for all the blessings You've given me especially Your overflowing love. Thank You for providing me my needs. I cannot thank You enough because words are not enough for all the good things You've done and given me. I am sorry for all my shortcomings. I am sorry that I didn't trust You enough.That eventhough I say I trust You, I still continue to manipulate things. Pa, I'm tired of planning so let Your plans for me unfold. Yes, I am asking You to give me Your blessing so that I can find a job here in SG together with an approved work pass before Christmas. Pa, will You give it to me as a Christmas gift? Please send Your Holy Spirit to perform some miracles in my life. Because only You thru' Jesus can save me. Yes Jesus, please save and rescue me from despair and darkness. Let Your light shine upon me. Please guide me to the right path. Take this burden oh, God and let my heart and mind be at peace. Thank You and may the glory be with You. All these I ask in Jesus' name thru the intercession of Mother of Perpetual Help. Ma, please help me. Amen.

Pa, I miss You. I miss You everyday. Thank You for giving me another day though I hope that You would just get me outta here. I want to be there with You now. I feel so tired living :( ...Pa, what's the use of staying here if I couldn't get a job? I don't know. I'm confused and lost :'( ...Pa, please carry me. Jesus, please hug me. I need You to guide me and drive my life. I'm so lost Pa :'( .. My heart is crying. Would You not want me to work? Tell me what to do GOD. I don't know what to do. Please let Your plan unfold for me. Pa, I'm dead. I feel like dead :'( Have mercy on me Jesus. Please help me to find a job soon with the company who can really give me a work pass. Please Jesus, I'm begging You. My heart is in anguish right now.. :'( I feel numb but I can feel that my heart is crying. Yes, right now I'm crying. Can't stop the tears from flowing :'( Help me Pa, Holy Spirit and Jesus. Please give me a last chance. Please give it as an advanced Christmas gift. This I ask in Jesus' name. Amen.

Pa, I got the result today. But I got the rejection, not the approval. Pa, I feel tired. I feel so lost again. Pa, please help me. My chest feels heavy. I can't barely breathe. I feel suffocated. Help me Pa. I want to start a new life. I want to start living again. I want to stay here while working. Please guide me to the employer who could give me an approved work pass. Jesus, please embrace me. Carry me, Jesus. Holy Spirit, I need Your miracle. It may seem so impossible but I still believe that you will make a way for me to obtain a work pass. Heal me, Lord. Thank You. Please do not forsake me. I LOVE YOU. In Jesus' name. Amen.

Pa, I don't know what's wrong. Until now, there's no result yet. What shall I do Pa? My heart is not at peace and my mind is unrest. I want to work now Pa. I want to start living again. I want to feel living again. I've been dead for so long. My life is on-hold until now. Yes, I have a work pass but I don't have a job. It's killing me Pa. It makes me feel more alive but not living. Pa, I just want to start a new life now. I want to stay here in Singapore while working, not just staying here. Pa, please help me so that I can start helping others. Let my work pass be approved today. Please do not forsake me. Pa, I need Your blessing. Holy Spirit, I need Your miracle. Jesus please save and rescue me. Please give me this chance to start living again. Thank You and I LOVE YOU all..In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.