Lord I ask your forgiveness for not obeying and following your word. I'm a mess. Financially, emotionally, on the verge of losing everything I worked for. I know in my heart not to worry and stress but I'm human. I fall very short of your grace Lord. I know I'm to trust you in all things. Help me to keep my eye on that. I need certain and immediate relief from the financial and spiritual mess I've put myself in by not following the word. I'm sorry Lord. Brothers and sisters in Christ, if you feel leed to pray for me I would be eternally grateful. In Jesus name, amen.