A relationship that means the world to me just fell apart. I didn't realize my actions were in fact destroying the relationship as opposed to building the relationship. I entered this relationship after a very dysfuntional and emotionally unhealthy marriage. I have been doing a lot of self-reflection and praying since we've split up. I really love this man. I have no doubts that he loves me. My prayer is that we be given an opportunity to work on repairing this relationship. This was a relationship that existed over many years. I feel as though I have lost my best friend. My heart is shattered. I pray to God Our Father that he lays his hands on both of our hearts and guide us back together. Amen.