I’m desperate. I feel like I can’t go anymore. Asking for God to save my family. My husband of 14 years has cheated again but admitted it to me and says he wants to work on things but the other woman will not let him be. I try to give him space and not over crowd him but I am worried. He admitted to me the other day he loves me but has feelings for her and she still messages him daily. I can’t take this pain and hurt. I just want my family back. I pray every day for him. I truly believe he has a sex addiction. We have 5 children 4 of which are boys and I do not want them thinking this is ok. Please pray for my family. I’m so tired of feeling second best and like I am not enough. We had a wonderful marriage with some struggles along the way. He is a wonderful father to our children. I know after our youngest was born 3 years ago and the following year my grandma passed I have not given the attention he needs and so have been very stand-offish. I know that does not give him the right to do as he did but he said he was tired feeling like he matter anything to me. I love this man so much and 14 years is a lot of time just to throw away.