On top of having an incurable illness ,I am losing my father to another disease, and having car trouble so it makes it hard to make it to the doctor to keep my illness in check. I feel depressed and lonely ,I just lost my Step father to the same disease my biological father is dieing from and mother died from. my disease most likely never have a cure. I am just trying to take care of my kids and make it . But I need to get a new car and I just don't see how I can cope with all the death and my illness .just sad.