my house is falling apart,my car is 17 years old,live in the middle of nowhere no friends nothing to do but keep care of everything around here,i have no self essteem,my marriage isnt great,have one child getting ready to leave home and besides him and the critters i have no else that i am close to,all alone,i deal with my inlaws who own the house and live five feet away,feel like life is out of control,not easy for me to make friends,people walk over me and when i say something they get mad at me,and the family get upset so easy have to walk on eggshells and the stress is out of control lord help me