this is the only wayI can let myfeelings out. I have been hurt for about four years now. I hve always worked very hard now I haven't worked for four years. My family is from Il. I have children in Florida so I can't leave.I'm at the end of my rope I have nothing to do and no where to go the days last forever and the nights longer. GOD THERE HAS TO BE MORE TO LIFE THAN THIS. I need you help know I can't last by myself anylonger please help me I come to you with the deepest parts of my heart