Dear Jesus!

Please help me get this job today! i really need it!

Please heal my family….i know its been three years and she's seeing someone else…
but please open her eyes to reconciliation…to a new start between us…even a friendship…for our daughters…our family….
please i just beg of you….
please bring my family back together…
there is nothing in this world i love or need more than them…
please hear me…please….ive been praying this same prayer for 3 years all the time…
do you not hear me? i don't know….losing faith….losing hope…
please…just bring us back together…
someone once told me that god is the author of families…
so why do you keep mine torn apart….

please just give me my family back...please....please...please....please...
im so lost without them...i miss my daughters....thier mother...
please open her eyes to my love, to the changes i have made...
please...
please...

Dear Lord,

Please bless me with a Job.

I got laid off work and unemployment hasnt come through yet. I have visitaion with my daughters tomorrow, i really want to be able to feed them while they are here for the weekend. I dont want to be a failure to them or they're mother. Please Help me God? Dont you Listen? I dont understand everything thats been happening...why you continue to test me...you took my family away...my job...everything thats ever good in my life or anything i grow to love you take away...why...
i fight so hard to stay above water...please just hear my prayer...help me understand...help me become the man im supposed to be...i miss my family...i miss my daughters...i miss their mother...please...please just give me my family back...

I pray for a new beginning, for reconciliation, for forgiveness...
i miss her...i miss the kids...
i miss our family...
i just want my family back...
there has to be hope....