I got laid off work and unemployment hasnt come through yet. I have visitaion with my daughters tomorrow, i really want to be able to feed them while they are here for the weekend. I dont want to be a failure to them or they're mother. Please Help me God? Dont you Listen? I dont understand everything thats been happening...why you continue to test me...you took my family away...my job...everything thats ever good in my life or anything i grow to love you take away...why...
i fight so hard to stay above water...please just hear my prayer...help me understand...help me become the man im supposed to be...i miss my family...i miss my daughters...i miss their mother...please...please just give me my family back...