Please pray that my family will get through this financially difficult time and my new job will bring me the fresh start I need to get us back on the road. Also please continue to bless my son with his improvements with his speech and behaviors and let him have a full, rich, enjoyable life like other children. Don't allow him to feel like he is less. He has brought me so much more to my heart and life.

Please pray for me to find a job that I will be able to do well, thrive at and stay at for the duration of my working years. Pray especially for my autistic son to continue to thrive so that when the day comes that I am no longer here on earth with him, he will have the ability and resources to live a happy, joyous life. pray for my mother who is terminally ill, that she enjoys all the days she has left before she goes to be with the Lord and her family. Pray for my sister Lindsay,that she will release the ill feelings she has towards me that I do not understand. I love her so. I dream of her and cry. She was my best friend and I don't know why she has such disdain for me and my family now. Pray that I make the right decision regarding my marriage. I am so torn whether to stay or go. I get no emotional fulfullment, friendship, pleasure companionship from this man. He is verbally ugly towards me. I don't see him changing his ways or acknowledging his faults. I'm not the perfect wife but I'm not cruel and I try to be loving, tender, responsive and I get nothing but lonliness. God help me.

Please Lord, give me the strength I know that I have within me to make it through this difficult time, and let me make the right decision about this marriage. Do not let my decision be based on what is "best" for our son, but what is best for the family as a whole. I cannot take the lack of love and the negative words anymore, adn I know I am worth more than how i am being treated. Give me the strength tp finallly make the right decision and to find the means to support myself and my beautiful child.