Please pray for me to find a job that I will be able to do well, thrive at and stay at for the duration of my working years. Pray especially for my autistic son to continue to thrive so that when the day comes that I am no longer here on earth with him, he will have the ability and resources to live a happy, joyous life. pray for my mother who is terminally ill, that she enjoys all the days she has left before she goes to be with the Lord and her family. Pray for my sister Lindsay,that she will release the ill feelings she has towards me that I do not understand. I love her so. I dream of her and cry. She was my best friend and I don't know why she has such disdain for me and my family now. Pray that I make the right decision regarding my marriage. I am so torn whether to stay or go. I get no emotional fulfullment, friendship, pleasure companionship from this man. He is verbally ugly towards me. I don't see him changing his ways or acknowledging his faults. I'm not the perfect wife but I'm not cruel and I try to be loving, tender, responsive and I get nothing but lonliness. God help me.