I ask God everyday to look after my son, for he has anxiety and depression with caring for his sick father with Parkinson's and very negative man before sickness and more so now... This has taken a lot on my son's stress of living with him and being caregiver.... I see friends have sons who's enjoying life and making a future for themselves at my young son's age life of 28, it hurts inside to see them graduate college, get married, having a family ect... I feel it has been taken away for my son, and there's nothing I can do about it..... He is even reaching out for help with the V.A. who has denied benefits a few times, even though his dad got the Parkinson's from fighting in Vietnam War. I try to keep positive around my son and be there for him, for I am the only light he has... He doesn't date, or have many friends for his whole focus is worrying and caring for his father... He was drinking heavily nightly to sleep with so much anxiety, and now he has cut back with me harping on him for I worry he has a problem... I feel so helpless... His father wants nothing to do with my help, he hates me from divorcing him 6 years ago, (he.s been sick the last 2 years) I pray that someday my son can have a life and be able to enjoy his younger years before it's too late.... A sad mom...
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