i would like to have prayers may not seem like much .I love with all my heart Colleen oconnor after 22 yrs of solid aa i started smoking pot for pain and it got bad she told me too hit the road and she should have .i have changed absolutely everything .I have been hurting tremendously almost everything about me a 180 .I love her and i so know we could be so very happy together.she doesnt believe i have changed and i cant show her because im an hour away one look at me and a listen im sure she would see the difference its been almost a year iam praying for a miracle chance and that she softens her heart.Iam totally a wreck with out her .she is the love of my life i pray and i hope you will too that she lowers her walls reaches out and says lets start fresh .I would do ell for the whole family in Gods name have mercy on my heart .it will not get destroyed not even a little bit this time.ok ok please pray for me and colleen to have a fresh start iam 54 years old and never have i loved anyone more thanks for listening.I love Jesus and all he has already done.

I have a lady named Colleen who is my soulmate after 22 years of sobriety shortly after being with her i started to abuse my meds so after a year and a half of burning the best lady and family to the ground I have totally cleaned up my act again and she never got to meet the real me.I hurt everyday for my love for her is so very deep.I would like help in prayer too soften her heart and allow for me to show the excellent things the Lord has done with and for me.Iam totally lostithot her and have been for about a year Please pray for us to get back together I know in my heart and with Gods direction it would be glorious Amen.

I wanna believe real bad its just not happenin .I want Colleen back so bad -Steve vance my goodfriend had a stroke he is in rough shape .I could use a song in my heart.

I need help with my terribly broken heart and faith im having such a hard time believing and having faith.