I have a lady named Colleen who is my soulmate after 22 years of sobriety shortly after being with her i started to abuse my meds so after a year and a half of burning the best lady and family to the ground I have totally cleaned up my act again and she never got to meet the real me.I hurt everyday for my love for her is so very deep.I would like help in prayer too soften her heart and allow for me to show the excellent things the Lord has done with and for me.Iam totally lostithot her and have been for about a year Please pray for us to get back together I know in my heart and with Gods direction it would be glorious Amen.