i would like to have prayers may not seem like much .I love with all my heart Colleen oconnor after 22 yrs of solid aa i started smoking pot for pain and it got bad she told me too hit the road and she should have .i have changed absolutely everything .I have been hurting tremendously almost everything about me a 180 .I love her and i so know we could be so very happy together.she doesnt believe i have changed and i cant show her because im an hour away one look at me and a listen im sure she would see the difference its been almost a year iam praying for a miracle chance and that she softens her heart.Iam totally a wreck with out her .she is the love of my life i pray and i hope you will too that she lowers her walls reaches out and says lets start fresh .I would do ell for the whole family in Gods name have mercy on my heart .it will not get destroyed not even a little bit this time.ok ok please pray for me and colleen to have a fresh start iam 54 years old and never have i loved anyone more thanks for listening.I love Jesus and all he has already done.