please pray for Tammie as she battles with an unknown illness, please pray for my children give them strength to get through this period of abstinence from their momma, n as for me please help me through my illness...

I am shattered and broken. I know what i should be doing but can not find the courage to do so. I am separated from my children right now and it seems as if everything that could go wrong has . Their father allows no contact or communication between me and my beautiful children. I am so depressed and and drained. Emotionally and physically. Please pray for my children first and foremost that they feel comfort and know that i love them, second: for my health- i am scared to go to doctors- scared that my illness ay have returned.Third please pray for courage strength and an un hardened heart