i want to thank you first for this realization that i've seen darker and scarier places before, and that now its nothing compared to what other's whoa re still living that life. Thank you for the joy I felt, and that my journey is at end. Please God , I know this is not much like before, please take away my anger, and my guilt that comes with it , because Its not as a big deal as with others. help me dettached form it so I can forgive and maintain this joy that i found . I don't want to go back to the same place i've been. I pray that this anger that resurfaced is just a part of the purification process, and please, please forgive me for the ways I express my intense angmr, for this is the only way I know how.atleast for now. help me in this path I take, because its only you and me who seemed to understand it. Help me be whole and please don't let me give up when I'm only a step away from my treasure,and help me thrive and be whole. love, happiness and satisfaction. help me be a good provider for my daughter.stregnth of will and the will to do good. Thank you for the realization that I've already come a long way and that i'm happier now than who i was before. Amen.

Please help me see things with integrity . help me forgive people and help me not to be envious on their evil or good. help God to be whole and integrated. and help me be thankful for my life everyday =)Youre the only one who have the power on my world.Please help me.help me with my needs and my desires. to have a happy fullfilled life, with my family and friends.

I want to thank God the Almighty and all the angels , even those who are born hereon earth for helping me get though those trials... and now I am at peace, and happy, please bless me with clarity and strength of will, so I can find my purpose in life, and fulfill my destiny, blessed be your name !!! =)

My family is very sensitive to depression...and my mom is suffering from schizoprenia...I know this is curable,and can be manage well. Please enlighten her.God I pray that you help her..Please heal us..thoroughly completely miraculously and permanently . Bless us with clarity of mind, peace and happiness..help me forgive. and let go of baggages..help me see myself as a survivor, a brave warrior and not as a victim tied down in fears and anger....for years I've been trying to heal myself...rid me off my panic attacks, I'm tired of being terrorized with things..give me security,protect us. help me love more. help me be a good person. a good daughter..a good woman. My daughter needs me. and everyday I get so tired of my emotions, my panic disorders , it's so hard to live a life were you can't trust anyone even yourself. Help me break down the walls of my comfort zone, that I keep on rebuilding out of fear. Help me grow..give me strength and courage and peace...help me please...help my family...please bless me with good will and the will to do good..a lot of people are depending on me. please, cleanse my soul,wash me, wash my heart, my mind and my spirit. heal me. please.

I pray to be whole..To be able to love give and cry generously with out holding out cause of fear..I pray for patience , balance and good will, and the will to do good. I want to heal and to forgive. To let go and have new things and new experiences in life. I want to be happy and healthy. Be a good Mom. A good wife. A good person A god daughter, a good woman. I want to love myself more. and live a rich life full of love and happiness and experiences. Help me God because you're the only one I can hold on to.Bless me with peace and clarity and good energy. Help me please. I want to heal.