Please pray for me to find peace as I go through the gut-wrenching process of having my cat, Cookie, euthanized tomorrow. She's been with me for almost 19 years and has been a faithful companion and friend through so many major events in my life, both good and bad. She's been sick with kidney disease for a while and I've done my best to keep her alive and happy for as long as possible, but she doesn't have the strength to fight the disease any longer. I've had to make the impossible decision to end her life and on top of the heartbreak of losing her, I feel so guilty about making a decision to take away a life - the life of somebody I love! I don't know how to navigate this emotional trauma and I need to find peace.