I'm sorry if my prayer is not by the book I'm kind of new..My ex of 7 years passed away and I feel I can't find the feelings I can't understand why I'm not behaving the way that you would assume you would behave in the situation I want God's help to give me strength so this way it's not being bogged down or buried so it comes out later in a dangerous way for myself and my loved ones... I believe I'm a good person yet extremely misunderstood please Lord if you can help me be seen and give me guidance to the next chapter of my life I need help with this I feel a little stuck and lost on how to keep going especially in these times.