Dear Lord, my heavenly father, I have prayed and prayed for your guideance and I tried to beleive that when you love somebody they will in turn love you back, Money cannot buy you love, and I believe that there are people on this earth that will never love, they may love money or the feeling it gives them when they talk you out of it, spend it on them, etc.
Please LORD, I love thee, I love my friends, and I generally love thy neighbor, I beleive everyone deserves a chance. I tend to see the good in people, but I pray that I can walk away from this relationship of 28 years. I have been through alot, we have been through alot, but after he divorced me, I was better, then he wanted be back, and I gave him back his alimony, he said he was going to remarry me, he was gong to get me a ring, but I was bad, we were going to move in together, but I was bad, I wasn't bad, it just or I just will never be good enough. Now I am out of money, I am being asked to move, and I am back to where I was when he left me 3 years ago. When I see him and ask him how he is doing, he talks over me and says all we do is yell and he is doing it by talking when I talk. He is controlling. I just wished for the best, I tried my best, we have children, good children, and I wanted it to work. Please keep your arms around me tight, you have been here dear LORD for the last 2 weeks, and I have been stronger, and of course I am accused of things that are not true, I am told I am stupid, cause I don't give him money that I don't have, I did last time Father, and he gave my home away for $1, that was my home, my safe heaven, all my money was in my home,but my FATHER, I believe you have been here and know I need you now more then ever and ask you to stay close and don't leave me. I am stronger with you, and he is weaker over me, for this a pray, AMEN.