I don't know if I believe in this much anymore. I used to, and I still want to, but it's hard. I'm struggling quite a bit with depression and lack of purpose. I fear that humanity is rapidly pushing towards a future where nothing matters, and I'm terrified. If I have a prayer request, I guess it's that the terrible thoughts that occupy my mind would be stilled, and maybe that I could once again find peace and assurance of purpose in my life. I've never been quite this close to doing something drastic ever before.