I need a miracle. I have been looking for a job in the IT industry for four years without success. I went to school after much praying and asking god to allow it only if it was his will and only if I was going to do well. I graduated at the top of my class in both my AS and my BS programs. I have been at my company for half my life. I started their when I was in my 20's. So needless to say I grew up their. I have tried to get into our IT department but never have been able to and no one will tell me why. Everytime I apply for a job I get told well your resume looks great but since you don't have any hands on experience we can't hire you. How am I suppose to get experience with out taking a job that will land me on the street cause it only pays 10 dollars and hour. I have tried working for part time even. That door won't open. I am 80,000 dollars in debt and can't pay my student loans. I am truly at my ropes end. It seems like every time I interview I blow it somehow. I want to end it just so the pain inside will go away but my family would be hurt by that. I know this cause a family member of mind did it and I still miss that person ALOT. I don't know why god is not answering my prayer. Why he is allowing this in my life. I work at a Christian company and have loved him since I was in my teens. Please god please help me. I am sorry for anything I did that caused all this and promise to try to do right if you answer my prayers. Just open one door please.
Comment
0
