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Jess
Jess Thompson
Jess
Jess Thompson
Jan 16, 2010

Prayer Request

Please pray for me and my family. My dad was killed in a tragic work accident today. He was a journeyman/lineman electrician in Colorado and tragically the bucket lift failed and crashed down into the truck. My father was killed instantly. He leaves behind his wife and stepdaughter, along with me and my two older siblings and numerous family members. He was only 53. Another employee working with him was traumatically hurt and his status is unknown at this time but it does not look good. I ask that you also please pray for him and his family through this awful time. I pray that this man makes it and that his family and mine stay strong through this hard time.
What hurts me the most is that I haven't always been close to my father. He left when I was a baby and lived with him off and on growing up. I tried hard to have a relationship with him but it was not very successful. The last time I spoke to him was on his birthday in July of 2009. I called to wish him a happy birthday. Then due to other circumstances we ended up getting into an argument and I said things that I now regret. I was too stubborn to pick up the phone and be the better person and move on after that. Instead I ignored him and didn't even call on Christmas also did not receive one. I did want to visit him on Christmas with my sister when she went with her kids but I couldn't take time off from my new job. I could have seen my father 2 weeks ago and repaired our broken relationship but I couldn't afford to lose my job. Now I've lost my dad. I'm devastated and angry at myself. I also find myself angry at him for not trying harder to help repair our relationship. I'll never get to. I'll never get the chance to tell him how I felt and that I just wanted him so badly to act like a father. I know that I can't keep thinking this way and keep being angry at myself but I know I will be for a long time. I just feel so selfish. So I just also ask for prayers of peace and strength. Please don't ever take anyone for granted. Tell everyone that you care about just how much they mean to you, say I love you, give that hug, give that thanks, show the appreciation, tell them how you feel. Don't be too stubborn to fix a broken relationship or apologize first. You may never get the chance. Love with all your heart all the time. Live like there is no tomorrow because someday there won't be one. I pray that God blesses all of you.